I Like Being Liked

When A new friend calls out of the blue for that first sometimes uncomfortable conversation, it always makes me so nervous. I guess I am backwards that way, but I get nervous about their conversation style as opposed to mine and if we will mesh. Anyway, My cousin is marrying a girl whom I JUST LOVE!!! She is super sweet, very artistic (she makes her own jewelry....what's not to like) She called me tonight about an email I sent last week asking people to keep C in their thoughts. She knew I was
having a bad week anyway b/c of seeing the eye specialist for cataracts and my routine follow up w/ my oncologist. All my news was good except for that bastard that hasn't had C call home. She asked me if I wanted to go with her to get fitted for her wedding dress! I teared up immediately (b/c I have the sickness) (My grandma would cry at commercials, movies, songs and say "I Have the Sickness") I am the exact same way. I cry over everything. Even things that make me happy! I was over the moon! SHE LIKES ME SHE REALLY LIKES ME!!! (And to boot I think she likes me better than the other cousins she is inheriting)! *pat pat* Just kidding....

but it is true! :)

Sniffles

This has been a rough week. C has been on Vacation with her Dad on a Cruise to Mexico. He hasn't had her call me, I know what you are all thinking "No News is Good News" but it just isn't normal for her to go a day with out talking to me. I thought he would at least have her call when they got to port, but no such luck. I miss her like crazy and that lead me to this....






MEET SNIFFLES
It was an accident....I saw a sign and thought it would cure my sadness. It may have but I think it is also further proof that I suffer not only from sadness, but complete and total Madness. INSANE I TELL YOU.....INSANE