Monday, August 04, 2008

Happy To Be....


I recently took C to the Jonas Brothers Concert. When we got home, I couldn't sleep b/c I was so very excited that I was healthy and able to take her. I wrote this email to my parents and sent this picture


Mom and Dad,
Here is a picture of Carly when the Jo Bros first took the stage. It was dark, but I hope you can see the look on her face. She was swinging her little light stick around. There are NO words to express just how very full of gratitude and happiness my heart felt when I got to see her like this. I just kept thinking how lucky I was to be able to be there with her. I feel that a lot these days. Since I am healthier and able to do more things. I will NEVER forget that feeling. I feel so fortunate......SO BLESSED

Friday, April 04, 2008

I Like Being Liked

When A new friend calls out of the blue for that first sometimes uncomfortable conversation, it always makes me so nervous. I guess I am backwards that way, but I get nervous about their conversation style as opposed to mine and if we will mesh. Anyway, My cousin is marrying a girl whom I JUST LOVE!!! She is super sweet, very artistic (she makes her own jewelry....what's not to like) She called me tonight about an email I sent last week asking people to keep C in their thoughts. She knew I was
having a bad week anyway b/c of seeing the eye specialist for cataracts and my routine follow up w/ my oncologist. All my news was good except for that bastard that hasn't had C call home. She asked me if I wanted to go with her to get fitted for her wedding dress! I teared up immediately (b/c I have the sickness) (My grandma would cry at commercials, movies, songs and say "I Have the Sickness") I am the exact same way. I cry over everything. Even things that make me happy! I was over the moon! SHE LIKES ME SHE REALLY LIKES ME!!! (And to boot I think she likes me better than the other cousins she is inheriting)! *pat pat* Just kidding....

but it is true! :)




Thursday, April 03, 2008

Sniffles

This has been a rough week. C has been on Vacation with her Dad on a Cruise to Mexico. He hasn't had her call me, I know what you are all thinking "No News is Good News" but it just isn't normal for her to go a day with out talking to me. I thought he would at least have her call when they got to port, but no such luck. I miss her like crazy and that lead me to this....






MEET SNIFFLES
It was an accident....I saw a sign and thought it would cure my sadness. It may have but I think it is also further proof that I suffer not only from sadness, but complete and total Madness. INSANE I TELL YOU.....INSANE

Friday, March 28, 2008

"Nature. It's Closer Than You Think"-Carnival Cruise

This is exactly what I am afraid of.
I have been beside myself since last night around this time. Carly left with her f@ck...oh I mean Father today for a Carnival Cruise. I am freaking out. She is such a smart girl and it isn't her I am worried about it is him. He isn't the sharpest tack in the box, though he is very tacky. Ugh...Just needed to vent b/c I think it is going to be another sleepless/restless night. I wish I could be a little spy on the boat...You may think I am joking, but we almost booked me a ticket. Send good thoughts little Coo's way, so that she stays safe!

Friday, March 21, 2008

Easy Silence is the Best Silence

This week started off great. We went to a couple's shower on Saturday for my cousin and his wife to be (WHO I LOVE!) which is where the picture was taken in the post below. Sunday Seth and I threw a Celebrate Life party, Well, to celebrate Life! My grandma just finished Radiation Treatments for uterine Cancer. She is doing pretty well now. The day after the party My grandpa and 2 of my cousins and My Aunt all got sick. Then My brother's 4 children were sick with fevers and stomach flu like symptoms just like my Grandpa, Aunt and Cousins. On Tuesday night I woke up with the same and felt just horrible. When Seth got home from Lexington that morning he brought me home from my parents where I was staying the night b/c they help me get Carly off in the morning to school when I am not feeling well. He takes such good care of me when I am sick. That day My grandpa was admitted to the hospital for a Bowel obstruction. They have since run some tests and his platelet count is extremely low. They are unsure what is going on and it will take more tests to determine. Thursday my brother's wife who was also sick with a fever had a OB appointment where they did a pelvic exam. When she got home she was bleeding and having back pain and was admitted to the hospital. They gave her some medicine to help the baby's lungs develop if she were to deliver and to try to keep her from going into labor. They did an ultrasound and the little guy is 3 lbs. He isn't due until the end of May. The medicine helped and she is no longer bleeding and has been released.
The other night Seth and I were in bed and I was crying about things. Questioning why so many things happen to some people while some seem to walk through life unscathed. Not that I wish anything bad on anyone. Sometimes Seth has a tendency to want to "fix" that are wrong with me, but not that night. He held me and let me cry. I heard a song that SO reminded me of that moment, and as soon as Seth is back from Lexington I will make him listen to it hee hee...he just LOVES when I do that!

Anyway Seth if you are reading this

"Answers only make more questions
I need something to believe in
Breathe in sanctuary in the
Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me"

~Dixie Chicks

Monday, March 17, 2008

Happy St. Patrick's Day!




I just thought this depicts us so well....I am off somewhere else, paying attention to something/someone else and Seth is always on point, ready to do whatever it is we set out to do (Take the pic in this instance) in the first place!

Monday, March 10, 2008

I KICKED YOUR ASS CANCER!!!

10 years ago today was the first time I was diagnosed with Cancer. After Round 3...It was a total Knock Out!! Yay me!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

I have no idea why, but I am compelled to participate in these silly things every time I find them! hee hee




Saturday, February 02, 2008

HAIR

I hate growing my hair out. I love the salon too much. I would go everyday, if I had enough money and time and hair. I have been trying to grow my hair out. I have a fuller face and I think it looks better longer. But short is SO much easier. Seth wants me to grow it....I know he does, though he would never admit to it. And sneakiness is trying to use reverse psychology on me as if I am 5 and saying, I knew you wouldn't grow it out, every time I say "I am sick of my hair, I want it cut" UGH!!!! I am SO OVER IT!!!!
YAY! My mom is taking me to see Wicked on Sunday!!!! I am excited!
I haven't written, b/c honestly I have nothing to say. So if you don't mind more of the same, i might try to be more consistent in updating my blog...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

VOTE GOAT



I saw this a LONG LONG time ago in the middle of the night and I couldn't get over what I was seeing....I couldn't understand it and I still don't, but I think I would rather vote goat than some of the choices out there.....

Monday, October 22, 2007

Keeping Up with the Jones'

Seth posted, so I felt I need to too....yes it is raining. I am with Cheddar. I hate Rain too, unless I am trying to sleep.
Ugh...I need to take this blog down. I have NOTHING to say!

Monday, July 16, 2007

I HAVE...


I must admit I do post to complain about my husband from time to time...
The other night I was watching a tribute to Stone Phillips and his most amazing interviews. I saw him interviewing Melissa Etheridge right after her performance at the Grammy's. You know the one, where she rocked out to a Janis Joplin song. I cried when I re-watched the old interview not b/c I was sad but b/c of her pure innocent beauty. Beauty unclouded by hair/products... When Seth came up to bed I turned to him and was telling him how moved I was by watching it again, and How I have NEVER seen another woman so beautiful and bald at the same time. He looked me in the eyes and said "I HAVE..."
I love him.....

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Grape Nuts??



Grape-Nuts

One of the first ready-to-eat cereal products ever made available to the public, Grape-Nuts was first introduced in 1897. Made of wheat and malted barley, Grape-Nuts was so named because its inventor, Charles William Post, said that grape sugar was formed during the baking process and described the cereal as having a nutty flavor. Post was a pioneer in introducing and making popular cereal, a food product that today has become a standard breakfast staple.


I hate grapenuts....
I remember seeing a commercial for them when I was little...and thinking I love Grapes, and I love NUTS...
MOMMY PLEASE BUY ME GRAPENUTS...I LOVE THEM! I REALLY REALLY LOVE THEM.
She bought them fixed me a bowl, and I was all "WHAT THE HECK?" Where are the grapes? Where are the nuts?

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Peculiar Beauty

pe·cu·liar
Pronunciation: pi-'kyül-yr
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English peculier, from Latin peculiaris of private property, special, from peculium private property, from pecu cattle; akin to Latin pecus cattle --
1 : characteristic of only one person, group, or thing : DISTINCTIVE
2 : different from the usual or normal: a : SPECIAL, PARTICULAR b : ODD, CURIOUS c : ECCENTRIC, QUEER
synonym see CHARACTERISTIC, STRANGE


In that definition I think there should be a ***NOTE TO MEN*** Not a word to use when describing your partner's beauty.....
I mean what the fuck, why can't I ever get a decent compliment, and not only was this the compliment (You have a peculiar beauty) he just dug himself deeper and deeper and refused to stop. He ended by saying, "I just wouldn't say you are an elegant beauty"

Thursday, June 21, 2007

OVER IT

Wow! It's been awhile.
I was just sitting here thinking about something that has been bothering me for a LONG time. I was watching a re-run on Soap Net of Beverly Hills 90210. And there Tori Spelling sits meeting a new girl and the first question she asks her is "what do you do"?
It seems to me that What you do is more important that who you are. Though I guess you wouldn't sit and ask someone, "So Maggie, Who are you ... really" hee hee. I understand that it is a conversation starter, I even understand that it is an easy dead space filler, but why is that the question. I am always feeling as if I have been stabbed in the gut everytime someone new asks me what I do. Well, I DO lots of things, just not what they are really getting at. What they want to know is what my JOB is. I instantly feel that I am not important when I have to respond, that I am a Stay at home Mom. I am sure this is just a problem inside of Me. But wouldn't it be nice to not define someone by what they do? Wouldn't it be nice instead to know what the person is about....
I have never been a good writer, things never sound as good when I put them to paper, or in this case screen as they do in my head. :) That is one of the reasons that I haven't been on in a LONG time, that and b/c I am a stay at home Mom who has her little girl home to take care of for Summer Break.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

GO BACK...

I got this email today, and I loved it so I thought I would post it to share with all of you!



go back...

....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC......

....Before semi-automatics and crack....

...Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari...

...Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail....

....way back....

....way.....way.....way back.....

I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk

Red light, Green light

Red Rover....Red Rover.....

Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second... no...third
Streetlight came on

Ring around the Rosie

London Bridge

Hot potato

Hop Scotch

Jump rope

Duck....duck....GOOSE!!!

YOU'RE IT!!

Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to
come home - no pagers or cell phones

Mother May I?

Hula Hoops

Seeing shapes in the clouds

Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows
open

The sound of crickets

Running through the sprinkler

Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom

Cracker jacks with the same thing

Ice pops with 2 sticks you could break and share with a friend

...but wait.....there's more....

Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

Fat Albert, Road Runner, Tom & Jerry, Heckle & Jeckle, Pink Panther,
Richochet Rabbit, Schoolhouse Rock

Watchin' Sunday morning oldies (Abbott & Costello, Three Stooges,
Tarzan, Shirley Temple OR WONDERAMA!!)

Wonder Woman & Super Man Underoos

Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar

Your first day of school

Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses

Climbing trees

Swinging as high as you could to try and reach the sky

Getting an Ice Cream off the Good Humor Truck

A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

Jumpin' down the steps

Jumpin' on the bed

Pillow fights

Sleep-overs

A 13" black and white TV in your room meant you were RICH

Runnin' till you were out of breath

Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt

Being tired from PLAYING

WORK: meant taking out the garbage or doing the dishes

Your first crush

Your first kiss (the one that you kept your mouth CLOSED and your eyes
OPEN

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7UP" or hangman" in the
classroom, remember that?

Oh, I'm not finished yet....

Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer

So was a swig from the hose

Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

Class Field Trips with soggy sandwiches

When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there

When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance; and another quarter a
MIRACLE

When ANY parent could discipline ANY kid, or feed him, or use him to
carry groceries...And nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.

When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the
fate that awaited you at home.

Basically, we were in fear for our lives but it wasn't because of drive
by shootings, drugs, gangs, etc.

Our parents and grandparents were a much bigger threat! And some of us
are still afraid of em!

Didn't that feel good? Just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember
that!"

Well, let's keep going!!

Let's go back to the time when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo"

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

"Race issues" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

Nobody was prettier than Mom

Scrapes and bruises were kissed by mom or grandma and made better

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people"
rides at the amusement park.

Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.

Water balloons were the ultimate, ultimate weapon.

Older siblings were your worst tormentors, but also your fiercest
protector

If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Through Enough

Back in September of last year I wrote a journal entry about a little boy in the tri-state area who had been murdered by the people that he trusted to love him. My Dad showed me this cartoon in the paper this past Sunday, and I thought I would share it. It is so beautiful to me.



Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Sweeps

I was reading a top ten list today of people that this blogger wouldn't mind being seen killed off in sweeps week, and it asked for comments of our own top ten list.
Since I have been lacking in my top ten list, and since they are never really complete, I thought I would add mine to this blog.

10. Meredith Grey needs to die in this weeks episode of Grey's Anatomy






9. Jenny Schecter b/c who doesn't want a little less Jenny on the L Word









8. Susan Meyer yeah, b/c i am just so tired of her character on Desperate Housewives









7. Desmond from Lost b/c he just confuses me.








6. Elliot Reed she is soooo annoying on Scrubs, and since I think I heard that the show is going to end, they might as well....










5. Donald Trump from the apprentice (though I don't watch it) wouldn't it be great if he were "fired"









4. The Entire Cast of ER Because the show just sucks anymore








3. Walter Ugly Betty's on again off again boyfriend, b/c he cheated on her...I wouldn't miss him







2. so my last two are from the L word as well.... Tina and







1. Kit
I just don't think they bring much to the show...keep in mind I so miss the original owner of the planet....she was GORGEOUS so I am biased...also, Tina just doesn't really bring anything to the show.....just don't like her. Maybe they could all be in a nasty car wreck together.......